Today's Sprinkling of Fairy Dust...

Oh for utter fuck's sake, I did it again.  I opened my soul and told him he was my better half, my twin flame, the one and only true love of my life and I needed him.  This was just a few minutes before we were saying 'ttfn' for a few hours while he went home and, until we were more than likely going to see each other online again tomorrow.  Yet, the response I received again from him, left such a cold hole: "Alright, I'm going home now and I'll talk to you later my dear" prompted me to send an email to his cell, to which I never actually received a reply.  Once upon a time, this huge soul barely played a single role in my life but now, not a single day rolls by, without this heart of his providing an all-important rhythm.